mas2 ojk sape lu jgn ngadi2 dehhhhh

wkakakakak aku gifts, terus yg words of affirmations :"D i feel loved kl dapet sesuatu/dpt appreciation wqwq

wqwqwq sepik

lozy hijab mazza square yg brownieeee

mnrt u

Wkakakakakakak si kampret

It is very okay to be unproductive at times, especially when you are tired. The key is to not give up sih mnrt ku. Find your own pace to make progress. Dan yg perlu diinget, everyone has their own pace & someone else`s progress doesnt make yours any less. Remember why you are doing what you are doing, jadiin itu acuan/semangat. Kl aku, im doing this for my parents. I want to make them happy & proud. Tp jgn jadiin itu beban, make it as your goals that you enjoy achieving.

Wkwkwk trust me, im not always in the mood or motivated all the time. Aku jg pny wkt males, demot, gada semangat. Tp hbs gt sukanya nyesel, jd makanya kl lg ky gitu, aku usahain biar semangat. Kl lg cape ya take a break, lakuin hal yg disuka supaya stay sane. Mnrt ku, tentuin dl sih motivasi utamanya apa. Your core purpose of doing what you are doing. Jd kl lg males, bs inget "oh iya" gitu. Cm ya you are allowed to take breaks, ga yg 100% hrs berprogress/productive terus

😊 thank u crackhead

aaaa tencu siapapun kamuuu!!

Wkwk telatp makasih yah!

This is not it.

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smansa17 siapa ngarang wkwk

hai!

lg fokus skripsi maren hihiw, on in lg ya pingin aja

pan kapan deeh kl lg mood yah..

hihiw siapa tuch from your past nya

yang sehat2 ajah & tdk mengekang, jgn yg toxic aja deh

apa yaaa.. banyak sih wkwkw

oh tbs cherry blossom jg sering.. prnh baccarat rogue jg. miniso yg pink kecil, vs yg pinneaple apa tuh namanya jg pernaaahhh

kapan ya papasannya... aku ganti2 soalnya HAHA. prnhnya: jo malone english pear & freesia, tbs vanilla, vs vanilla lace, bbw warm vanilla sugar, ysl black opium, gucci gardenia, sm ellie saab perfect. yg mana tuh..

HHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH HEH INI SIAPA. serem jg..

kl aku mau sm yg mobilan doang, gak mungkin lah aku naik motor.. aneh2 aja lu. mantan ku dl jg seringnya naik motor kok. knp jd berasumsi cm mau sm naik mobil wkakak hadeu

ya kl cknya emg temen ato sahabatnya ga marah. kl mantan pacar ato mantan gebetannya, ya kesel sih, tp bukan yg smp ngelarang2 gt juga. cm plg nanya esensi & tujuannya gt tuh apa. kl ga izin baru marah. kl soal selingkuh atau ngga ya ngga jg si, cheating in my case is so much more than that.

lol krn emg gapernah. kl emg cowonya pny pacar pasti aku gabakal aneh2. i know how it feels like to have your relationship ruined by other person so i dont even have the audacity to do that. gak tega, noone should ever suffer the after effect of being cheated on.

Hahahahahaha nggak sadar ya jah

*

i watched aot back then on october bcs i had nothing to do and my friends suggested to watch that to me. at that time i had no guys whom i had feelings for so draw the conclusion yourself.

you did.

desember-februari, kl gasalah inget. dah ya

apa si gada yg lbagus lg apa pertanyaane wkwk

haai! hari ini cukup panjang sih.. pagi sampai siang di dssdi sambil checkpoint meeting, alignment meeting, sama ngerjain to do list intern hari ini. siangnya me time bentar baca buku sambil nyalain scented candles ngelihatin hujaaan!! hihi. trs makan sama temen, trs coffee meeting sore. trs nyetrika dan ngangkat jemuran, trs berakhir rebahan sambil minum teh sambil netflix-an! HAHAHAH a day in my life; explained :))

anything sleeping at last, cigarettes after , the paper kites, bruno major, and nadin amizah. tambahan lagunya adalah exile, ghost of you, never on the day you leave, sm if the world was ending. things i listen to on a daily basis

hah bukan galau semua, tp emang aku jarang dgrin lagu selain acoustic/folk, bs diitung jari lagu yg selain itu ada brp di spotify ku wkwk

aku kemana2 bawa mam kucing btw. biasanya yg aku post itu bukan pas lg streetfeeding.. biasanya pas lg pergi trs ada meng dan banyak yang aku foto

alooo. im doing fine right now just need to adjust something here and there. lagi banyak sekali to-do lists dan kegiatan, kinda overwhelmed at some point but yeah life`s been good lately despite all problems hapd. thank you for asking & being thoughtful! have a nice day always yaaa! ✨😊

thank you sooo much! means a lot for me who tends to criticize myself as i have lots of self-critic lol. terima kasih ya, hope life always surrounds you with happiness! 🌻😊

aaa thank you so much for being sooo kind! terharu bgt masi banyak org yg baik ternyata :( terima kasih ya kamu, hope life always surrounds you with happiness! 😊

its called being mature, in my opinion. aku bukan tipe org yg suka confront orang krn aku plg males nyari masalah ato ribut.. jd biasanya aku simpen sendiri aja. i`ll silently detach from them tho. jadi kayak "ohh gt ya orgnya yaudah" hehe. you showed me you and i needed that. selama orgnya biasa aja di dpn ku yaudah thats what im gonna do too. i might be silent but i notice everything, even something behind my back

thank youuu! super baik sekali 🥺 hope life always surrounds you with happiness!

hiiii there! actually i wasnt doing that great at everything thats why i got anxious way too often back then :( but thank you so much for being so kind & thoughtful! hope life always surrounds you with happiness yaa! thank you for making people believe that kind people still exists 🌻💛

why would you ask me this lol ck cowok apa ck? aku gapernah prefer merk krn dua itu sama aja dr semua aspek. tergantung modelnya aja yang mana

an absolute no is the answer

you could have everything in the world but still be sad tho, just sayin

iyesss wkwkwk

Ijah magang dua?

makasi!! luvs

mana ada.. aku udh lamaa bgt ga sedeket itu sm crackhead. terakhir februari and we`ve been on and off ever since. sesuai yg prnh aku bilang, aku gapernah bisa deket lebih dari satu, krn satu aja udah pusing. so dont you dare telling me i did nothing my best to fight what i wanted to fight.

Tp sampe skrg ijah belom kasi tau dia itu siapa dan kita masih menebak2. Kpn kira2 ni kasi tau :p

wkakakak he`s my friend, we ended things scr baik2. lagian jg udh ga dekettt. sbnrnya ini kasusnya sm aja kaya wkt sm hafiya sih. im an open book for closed case. kl misal memang aku masi dkt smp skrg sm orgnya jg aku gabakal ngmg macem2. besides, kalian duluan kan yg mention soal crackhead? dan most of you salah ngira soal dia siapa jd drpd kalian malah mikir org yg salah jd aku kasi tau sekalian.. i wouldnt open up if you guys have zero information about himmm hehe

Apa yang membuat kamu memutuskan untuk bisa berani speakup gini jah?

yaaa suka, dulu tapi. ya berani jg krn ada bbrp hal yg hrs diklarifikasi drpd misleading soal crackhead siapa ntr malah ribet wkakaka beraninya jg pas udh ga deket. kl pas deket mah diem2 aja mending hihiyyyy. Aamiin, terimakaci bawah ku untuk doanyaa wkwkwkw

Doakan yg terbaik aja utk ijah bro, dia udh bilang klo keadaanya ga memungkinkan utk bareng lg. Moga dapet gantinya yg lebih baik dr crackhead hehe

bakso pekih!! mie ayam mardikenya WKWKWK udh lama enggaa kok terakhir bulan apa lupaa

Lohh berarti sebenrnya kalian udah ga deket lg barusan bgt dong yaaa. Eh apa masi suka jalan smpr skrg ?

Hahaha fav bakso sm mie ayam di pwt dimana emg jah sm dia?

ya emanggg wkwk. terakhir jalan cm ngobrol di mobil krn lg takut2nya corona dulu lol

Terakhir jalan sm dia brti makan ya?

confirmed anak teknik

confirmed anak pwt

kl di jogja krn sama2 suka nntn film jd seringnya nonton wkwkw sm di ruang kerja, ato cafe manapun sesuai sarannya dia wkwk. kl di pwt bakso dan mie ayammm hihi

who are you... i chocked. im not in a very good mental state right now krn menyadari bahwa aku lack of self love bg:") udah nyoba akhir2 ini tp sulit bgt rasanya aplg after everything that hapd these past few weeks. tp makasih yaa siapapun kamu, appreciate this a lot! have a nice day!!

tp, jujur sedih sih emg kl kaya gini krn aku gprnh bs fokus sm lebih dr satu cowok. jd kl misal lg dkt sm satu org yaudah satu aja smpe emg deadend nya, trs kl dptnya kaya gini ya jd wasting time bgt emg anjerrr jd kesel lg kan w

kl misal dia udh ngestate gt tp ketauan trnyt pny yg laen, udah la gausa ditanggepin lg. dr awal aja udh ga jujur wkakaka YA ALLAH PANJANG BET MAAP INI CURHAT SEKALIAN

jd kl misal emg at the end he chose me, over everyone, i`d probably go back to him juga, itu kl gada kekurangan lain yg mengganggu ya. tp kl misal dr awal ga jujur, kaya dr awal ngmgnya ini itu tp kenyataannya ga sesuai, ya udh bye aja. sedih sih pasti krn kt jd kaya pelarian aja gasih??? wkowkwo tp yaa satu hal aja sih, semua org berhak milih yg mnrt dia plg baik. pas pdkt dia `nyabang` ato trnyt gamon itu jg masi hak dia, kecuali kl dr awal dia udh ngestate macem2 kl gpny gebetan/ga gamon

WAKAKAKAK aku bacanya ketawa bgt krn this was exactly what hapd to me, you asked the right person!! lol. kl aku yaa, tergantung bgt. sejauh ini aku liat kayanya cowo kl deketin gada deh yg cm satu aja? wkwkwkw ato mgkn kenalan ku krg banyak ya. kl dr awal ternyata emg dia udh dktin org lain jg atoh balik ke mantannya, itu udh red flag dan jd pertimbangan sendiri buat lberhati2. kl soal pertahanin/ga nya tergantung gmn dia menyikapi itu ke aku & gmn perbuatannya aja...

crackhead smokes and i have nothing against that. aku jg emg biasa aja sih sm yg ngeroko, suka engga, gasuka jg engga. netral aja gt. cumaaa ya emg aku gbs dkt sm org yg lg ngeroko. selama org tsb respect each other`s decision ya aku fine2 aja. u can smoke as long as u arent near me. kl pun lg bareng, biasanya melipir dulu kok dia

wkwkw ya udhh gausa dipikirin ntar kl udh waktunya pasti tau kok

rame benulll wkwk no, the fault is in both of us. we`re both just too vulnerable to start anew. yang jadiin pelarian mah bukan crackhead wkakakakakkaakka

Crackhead cuma jadiin ijah pelarian bro?

So the fault is in crackhead...... i thought that it was simply just because he didn`t want to go further

wkwkwk pokonya gabakal aku kasi tau alasan ga lanjutnya apaa. selamat menebak hihi

He triggered her wounds from what I heard bro

ada suatu hal yg lebih baik ga dipaksain, dannn lebih baik left unexplained biar aku sm dia aja yg tau hihi

rame bgt :))) pokonya teknik ajaahh, bs sekampus bs engga wkwk // partly true but i got no room at all for my ex, why would i make a room for him tho lol

tapi aku bener kan jah, even the worst still have his own room in your heart. It can`t just comply gone

Teknik sipil ya?

Hah masa sih bukan? Anak ugm yakan?

Itu yang dijelasin beda orang gak sih? Wkwkwk

crackhead bukan pecinta alam breee

Anak teknik, kuliah di jogja, asli bms, anak pecinta alam, suka kucing

Pasti dia suka kucing

yaa blm nemu lg aja yg bikin ngerasa se-excited itu deket sm cowok & ngerasa secocok itu sm org. banyak samanya, dari hobi sampe kesukaan. the weakness that he has semuanya acceptable. kl pun ada yg beda, diskusiin sesuatu sm dia bener2 seru & menarik. he really made me realize that i still have the sparks in me, even after feeling numb for so long. cheesy bgt gak tuhhh

WKAKAK siapa nihh yg paling bawahh puitis ame:))

Emg hal yg paling berkesan dr crackhead apa jah?

Semua orang yang pernah menjadi spesial di hidup kita, akan memiliki ruang tersendiri di dalam hati. Bahkan yang menyakitkan sekalipun

terimikisiyyy! hihiy

red flags for all of you guys. Read.This.

belommm wkakakakak fokus skripsi doloo

gapernah lahhh, deket sm satu org aja pusing aplg banyak :)))

lah emg dia temen ku, apanya yg hrs dilanjut? 😂

Berarti terbukti zahnia gak pernah ngakuin org yg deket :v

wkwkw krn emg gada yg perlu dijawab 😂

Kok ga dijawab yang cilongok sii jahh :p

udh banyak bgt clue crackhead, tp kayanya gabakal bs ketauan wkakak

5 hal yg mewakili crackhead dong :v

Ihirrr ijah, napa ga dilanjut dahhhhh

Tp dulu emang prnh dkt kan? Hwehwe

WKWKWKWK ngakak u siapa sih!!! 😂 jelas bukan lahh, he is my friend why would you guys assume otherwise 😂

Jadi crackhead bukan anak pecinta alam dan anak cilongok itu kah? Wkwkwkwkw

because he is so weird plus i have this weird side of me that likes to change people`s name sooo ya

enggaaaa, cm kl perlu ajaaa

Sm dia sekarang masi suka chat/telp?

but then again, he was never mine to begin with. dan ternyata emang cocoknya jadi temennnn! wkwkwk malah lebih seru

wah you have no idea how amazing that person really is :)) he has such a genuine heart. he helps me a lot, almost at everything. he makes me laugh and see the world from a different perspective. he would ask if im okay everytime theres a slight difference in my tone. we had lots of discussions (and arguments) and that was what made it a great time. he loves things and that i love, and it feels like the w year of reconstructing myself was made to fit his

mundur alon2 gimana orang maju aja gapernah u 😂

yaa temennn kok biasaa wkwkwk

Berarti emang pernah deket sama anak mesin 15

lah kl yg mesin 15 mah udh taun laluuu, bukan temen sma ku jg, kl dia mah anak pwt... wkwkw ya Allah

anak mesin 15 ya

Loh masa sih bukan anak pecinta alam?

anak ugm apa bukan ya? wkakakak. temen sma banyak, kakak kelas jg temen sma ku kok masuknya. hayo yg mana yaa wkwk // curiga jgn2 ni orang emg udh tau crackhead siapa kali ya? mksd u anak eiger? sotil bet dahal salah wkwkwk

Pasti dia anak pecinta alam~

Crackhead bukan anak ugm?

anyways, itu ada 2 hal yg salah dr yg km sebutin wkakak dah ya enough with crackhead

wkakak demi apapun crackhead udh dari jaman kapan, it has been 10 months already since ive been close with him. kalian br pd hebohh 😂

tentu saja, baru2 ini juga cukup sering kok. hehe

HIIII! hari ini cukup banyak kegiatan, presentasi di kelas, tidur siang sebentar, ngerjain tugas magang, interview client, meeting divisi, terus meeting client td sampai jam 8. terus ngerjain lomba baru selesai. terima kasih sudah bertanyaa! hihi, have a good dayyyy