422.25, 1.45

All and all, I won’t ask you to come back, to stay, or ask for your forgiveness. I have done worst, I should not be forgiven. So, goodbye Gaby. At least for now. I will comeback several s in the future to see if these messages has reached you. At least until I forget I was sending you these messages and it will be gone with . So, until then!

I shouldn’t have wrote all of this, the more I wrote and express my feelings, the broken you will be. But, hey! At some point I feel like you have moved on, and I’m proud of you! I hope that you reach the point where reading my messages feels cringe to you rather than sad.

Can I say I miss you? Like.. a lot. But you know, there’s always a chance for me to leave you like I used to. But at least for a little while, especially for now, I feel I want to be with you. I can’t think of other safe places, but with you.

I just realized these days on how much I love to chat, I love to write long messages, expressing how I feel through text, or simply send bubbles of chats like we used to in dm, so yeah, you will definy know who I am based on this long typa text, won’t you? I briefly reread some of our conversations and I feel the eager, the enthusiasm, the curiosity, everything I felt when we used to talk for once more. This always hapd when I reread our conversation, but I don’t know until when this feeling would last, maybe I will not feel anything when I reread our conversations after I do it 100 s, or 2 more s, or will I feel these kind of feelings if I reread it one more ? Or probably, it will always felt the same no matter how much I reread it.

So, how have you been, Gaby? You seem a lot less active, or should I say inactive in x lately. Is life be an orange, or it gave you a lemon? I personally hope that you have achieved something you have dreamed of in the when I left you. I bet you’re doing fabulous, I know you will. At the point when(or IF) you somehow managed to reach this message, you’d be something that I cannot reach in anymore. You’ll be on top of this world, and I hope I’m in different top part of this world as well watching you achieving any of your desired dreams.

Thanks!

emang cantik lah dia kocak

Siapa ini??

Thank you SA Kanya! Semoga lancar ya pdkt nya hahaha

Jangan sebegitunya ya nder kalo jadi GA huntee, belum tentu kamu yg menang juga

Jadi, 08 berapa nder?

Asal jangan sampe akhlaknya ya

Kalo itu mah gue juga

Dompetnya??

Adalah dulu dekat sekarang asing

Kalo gitu kasih clue coba ini siapa

Ga berani hehe

Bilang langsung dong

Serius

Boong ya?

Boleh aja kok!

meluncurrr

Udah ada tuh secretonya nder coba cek

haha tapi gak followan

Cieee, kenalan langsung aja atuh sendernyaa

Hi! Dengan siapa, di mana?

Siapa ini yang kirim... Pas banget aku lagi butuh denger ini, ians a lot for me. Makasi ya 🥺

Terimakasih ya ucapannya!

I feel honored kalo kamu bilang gini! I`m praying for your happiness, sender. Semangat 🤍

i think in the future i`m gonna survive sih, kalau misal aku harus berterima kasih, kamu salah satu orang yang bakal aku terima kasih in karena udah ngasih reassurement sebesar itu. aku bakal mencoba menikmati hidupku yang gak seberapa itu dulu ya. once again, thank you so much, Gaby

Bohong sih kalo bilang ga ngerasa kesepian sama sekali. Kalo ditanya gimana survive nya, jawabannya karna aku punya n-n yg supportif di sini. Mereka yang selalu dengerin semua cerita aku. Selain itu juga nyibukin diri sih bener. Make a new friends, join agency, ngadmin haha, lebih produktif irl, pokoknya semuanya deh. Sebenernya, rasa kesepian itu ga bakal ilang sepenuhnya sih. Tapi ga perlu takut, you`ll survive. It`s just a phase. Please know that one day, you`ll find someone better. Kalo butuh apapun, dont hesitate to hi up on dm ya sender. I`m all ears.

It`s okay, thank you for trying to build up and interesting convo. I`m sorry if my answer sounds rude, it`s just I dont want to share about personal thing here.

okay thanks for answering, gaby. I`m sorry if my last question might be displeased.. I`m just trying to make a conversation with you

Probably?

are you saying this from experience?

Not always, but mostly.

so you`re saying that young equal to immature?

I adore someone who is mature. I want to be taken care of by a man.

why not the younger one?

Same age or older.

Cutest nickname.

Ada. Aku yg marah soalnya bingung ga bisa nebak ini siapa

Eh tapi sorry kalo ada yang marah

All your tweets

HAHAHAHA tweet jawabin sod? Ini siapa??

Lo yang caper -bukan gaby

Caper.

Ada peraturannya kalo ga boleh ya?

( Gaby, virgo! Tapi penulisnya Cancer )

Kedepannya bakal lebih cantik lagi, makasih loh. Ditunggu!

apasi monyet namanya ck ya cantik lah aneh.

Tidak berjumpa dengan kau

Sudah lama beta

Ibukota periangan?

Alright we’ll see.

Promise it wont change anything.

Just don’t wanna take the risk to lose you.

How could I understand if I dont know anything...

It’s just too complicated you know.

Idk... I wont believe this till I hear directly from u one day, only if u are ready. But still, thank you for saying this.

Are u talking about yourself?

God. Look who’s getting cuter each day.

Meanwhile, I`ll give you 1 for your score cause you are on my number 1 priority now.

Technically speaking your score is infinity because I would give the world to you (9999+)

So, I only got 0 point at the end?? 😔

-50 for gaby because I’m an ESTJ hahahah. It’s ok though, I’ll give you 50 points extra because you’re cute.

I`m not a master of MBTI but le guess, ISFJ / INFP?

Well, judging from our (little conversation) what do you think?

The 2nd one is correct! What`s yours?

Hm, ENFJ? ESFJ?

Guess which MBTI suits me

The most beautiful thing - Bruno Major

You are the reason - Calum Scott

But, you are the reason behind my smile.

Declined. I would even give you the world only to see your smile.

Stop making me smile. I can`t handle it.

Stop being too cute. I can’t handle it.

Agreed. Pinky promise?

Exactly, hence shall we not do that?

It`s sad to see "separation" word there.

I`ll answer by 99% yes then, so that I can still get the other 1% for a new cute message.

Exactly. There’s no way out.

So, there is only one option? 🤔

Depends, if it’s mine then yes. If not, then you need to read my messages all over again until it makes you smile.

I find myself reading some message that made me smile. Is that count as missing someone symptoms?

Il n`y a qu`un bonheur dans la vie, c`est d`aimer et d`être aimé.

HAHAHAH jk, I`ve got enough sleep.

Wait, you didn’t sleep?

I feel like being a zombie already, t

How could you be a nocturnal and an early bird at the same I wonder hahahahah

Should`ve sleep already to recharge your energy. I`m just doing my duty as a nocturnal just like usual hahaha

Been super busy all day, felt like I was ready to collapse, hahaha. Can`t seem to drift off either, what`s keeping you up?

Counted as a great day for monday, how was yours? And why are u still awake at this hour?

Deal! I`ll wait till that day finally come.

No worries, I’ll approach you personally one day. No need to drop hints since I know you won`t catch on anyway, hahahaha

I`ve already know that since my peers would never do something like this 🙂 another clue, pleaseeee??

I’d be someone you least expect, I guess?

In between, i guess? I definy need a clue, or else I`ll have a to sleep 🥴

Was the dream perceived as pleasant or a nightmare? Hahahahahah

Never in my life have I imagined that I`ll be loved like this. It`s totally new till I dreamt about it.

Definy will listen to it.

I`ll keep this in an album. //open.spotify.com/playlist/6LIoTvehAPxAJlnhPr6PZh?si=MDuQ1XPRT_G2cF-3-y8hRw&utm_source=copy-link

Love Me Ha/rder - Ariana Grande

Secret Love Song - Little Mix

Somes - Britney Spears

If I Let You Go - Westlife

We Could be In Love - B r ad Kane & Lea Salonga

Remember Me This Way - Jordan Hill

Love Never Felt So Good - Michael Jackson

Eternal Flame - The Bangles

How Deep is Your Love - Bee Gees

Ay ay capt! Dont worry, I`ll make sure this lazy body get some exercise & stay hydrated. You too, okay?

Likewise honestly, make sure to get in some exercise, even if it`s just a little. Also, stay hydrated for your health Gab.

Just spending the weekend by resting already make me happy. Hbu?

I might get a degree in marketing after this.

This sounds like a body wash commercial don’t you think? Hahahahah

0,1% will probably be my lucky number from now on.

Even if 99,9% people will get annoyed, I’m pretty sure I’ll be the 0,1%

I hope you wont get bored, cause when I`m super happy, it might annoy ppl

I appreciate your effort. I do agree that it was somehow fun.

Honestly, I doubt it`ll happen, but chatting with you was enjoyable. I`ll still make an effort to catch up with you here. Thank you, Gab.

It`s a secret since this secreto counted as a public space. I`ll tell ya once you choose to show yourself hahaha. Must be a tiring day, yesterday. I hope today treat you better!

That would be really cute of you. What was it about, though? Apologies, I dozed off last night. Anyways, wishing you a pleasant day Gaby.

Congrats on successfully made a smile on my face! I`m currently having a midnight thought, but it was delayed since I read this text. Why still up?

Fascinating. What’s on your mind? Mine was alright but rather dull, perhaps because I didn`t chat with you?

Nothing, just the same boring day. I`m thinking about doing smth that can boost my mood. How was yours?

I doubt you will, though. Anyways, how was your day? Did anything enjoyable occur?

I`ll be extremely happy if you sent it directly to me, sender. Tapi makasi ya, have a pleasant day!

Thank you, whoever sent this! <3

I`m getting confused of who is this sender. I was hoping that you`ll finally show yourself, but nvm I wont push you to do that. I`m thankful that someone is genuinely happy for me and I`m wishing the same thing to you, sender.

Right, I think you will know. I`m not able to reveal myself, as I`m aware it would alter everything. Nevertheless, understand that I do hold feelings for you, and I`ll always be genuinely happy for you.

You wont know unless you tell me, I have a pretty good memory kok hahaha. Things are going pretty well lately, thanks for asking!

I`m not cern if you still remember me. How have things been going for you if I may know?

Thank you for the compliment, but may I know who is this? Please give me a hint.

Glad to hear that, cause it`s a song that remind me of you.

You`re the trash here. - not Gaby

HAHAHAHA sini atuh tanya langsung!

Happiness suits me more than the sadness, right? Don`t worry abou, I`m sure that this is all just temporary and soon enough I`ll be brighter than now. Thank you (again) for always showering me with lots of support & positive message. Idk that it will be affec this much, but I`m so grateful for all that hapd.

It is all my pleasure, Gab! You are worth more than just receiving this kind of message, you are worth loving and to be prioritized by someone. I`m pretty sure hou will find it whenever you are not looking for it. Let it find you, and you will be in cloud 9. I`m rooting for that moment when you are the happiest! I remember you have said that you will always pray for my health and happiness before, always remember, and maybe this being one of the reason that my days were kind of going well for the past months. I do wish and hope your days ahead will be as gorgeous as you are. And you will go through those days with maximum happiness and prime health condition. Best of luck for Gaby!

My 1st of December was amazing, thanks to this warm message. We might not be a perfect match, but I`m glad & thankful that our path crossed even just for a moment. Like I`ve said before, please remember that I will always pray for your healthiness & happiness. I hope you`ll find what you`re looking for soon. Best of luck!

Baik-baik aja kok, all is fine. Ini siapa ya kalo boleh tau?

Nah, i dont wanna guess any random sender on my secreto. If u really want to talk to me just hi up on dm or mt.

Tebak sendiri dengan siapa orang yang kamu pikir kalau dia pengirimnya. Bisa jadi, itu memang saya.

Syukur deh kalau semua baik meskipun kamu sedang loyo. Tebak sendiri. Hehe

Hi! I`m currently on my loyo era tapi semuanya baik kok. Can I know who is this?

Hi, sender. Thank you for the reminder ya. Idk siapa cwk yg kamu maksud di sini tapi kalo yg kamu maksud itu n-n & keluarga aku jangan khawatir ya. I set boundaries with all of them dan sebatas itu aja. Atau kalo kamu mau approach aku langsung via DM karna ngerasa ga nyaman boleh banget ya.

He is one of my bestfriend.