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Hehe, hello, Gaby. I’ve been thinking about you lately. Out of all people, you are the one that crossed in my mind. So, what’s up? I don’t want to wreck your heart and frown your beautiful smile if I appear on dm (although you have blocked unblocked me on x and I’m not sure if I could still send you dms or not), or should I say I’m afraid to re-wreck it, since I know I’ve done worst, I’ve done wrong, and I have broken your heart (which I shouldn’t have done). So, yeah.. i’m here again. This will not cost you a notification, right? And the chances for you to see this message is close to zero, so I thought I could somewhat reach but un-reach you at the same .
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All and all, I won’t ask you to come back, to stay, or ask for your forgiveness. I have done worst, I should not be forgiven. So, goodbye Gaby. At least for now. I will comeback several s in the future to see if these messages has reached you. At least until I forget I was sending you these messages and it will be gone with . So, until then!

I shouldn’t have wrote all of this, the more I wrote and express my feelings, the broken you will be. But, hey! At some point I feel like you have moved on, and I’m proud of you! I hope that you reach the point where reading my messages feels cringe to you rather than sad.

Can I say I miss you? Like.. a lot. But you know, there’s always a chance for me to leave you like I used to. But at least for a little while, especially for now, I feel I want to be with you. I can’t think of other safe places, but with you.

I just realized these days on how much I love to chat, I love to write long messages, expressing how I feel through text, or simply send bubbles of chats like we used to in dm, so yeah, you will definy know who I am based on this long typa text, won’t you? I briefly reread some of our conversations and I feel the eager, the enthusiasm, the curiosity, everything I felt when we used to talk for once more. This always hapd when I reread our conversation, but I don’t know until when this feeling would last, maybe I will not feel anything when I reread our conversations after I do it 100 s, or 2 more s, or will I feel these kind of feelings if I reread it one more ? Or probably, it will always felt the same no matter how much I reread it.

So, how have you been, Gaby? You seem a lot less active, or should I say inactive in x lately. Is life be an orange, or it gave you a lemon? I personally hope that you have achieved something you have dreamed of in the when I left you. I bet you’re doing fabulous, I know you will. At the point when(or IF) you somehow managed to reach this message, you’d be something that I cannot reach in anymore. You’ll be on top of this world, and I hope I’m in different top part of this world as well watching you achieving any of your desired dreams.