Hai Ayah, it`s been... 18 years you lef, sist, and mom. Itu kalau anak mah udah mau kuliah lagi. Gokilz. These past 18 years is so... Interesting, and yet also traumatizing, and tiring, but there was fun in between it, I guess. Do I miss u? A lot, actually. Sorry to dissapoint u as I am not turning as what u expec to be, although... I am just as much as hate soeharto as u were taugh when I was just 5 y.o. so that propaganda do actually work. Congrats I guess... Yaudah gitu aja kayaknya. If only u were still here, perhaps I would not be as the person as I am now. Could be better, or could be worse. But definy financially better, although I`m not quite sure abountality since u alr traumatized me with soeharto hating propaganda. But anyways... I wish u were here. Every single goddamn . It`s okay if I had to burden with trauma and all, but I think everything would just be a lil bit alright if u were still here.

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