mat, i feel really sorry for myself, t, day by day im trying to study, but in the end im still struggling, i got all E in mafiki. i feel sorry for my fam, i feel so embarrassed to meet my friend. my parents called me, but i dont have a gut to answer their call cause im crying too much and its really shown on my face, i dont wanna make them worry abou, i indeed miss my fam but i dont wanna to contact them now, is it right to do this??? somes i keep thinking, am i doing right by studying in itb when im struggling this much, is it worth it? im scared this may ruin me, but i dont wanna quit from itb. im sorry this might be long story, but ive never face any failure before, so im really scared now the fact this might be my first failure

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