Hello, Matthew! Just read your thread and thank you, really. But I do have a question. But first, le tell you my story, may I? So I just broke up in Jary (at our first anniversary☹️). Also I have a friend that really close to me, but we don`t talk to each other again cs a problem. Now, I felt lonely. Padahal sebelum ketemu nku dan pacarku (mantan, sekarang) aku terbiasa sendiri. Tapi sekarang, kerasanya nyiksa banget, bahkan awal-awal putus lebih parah, sekarang udah lebih mendingan. Tapi Matthew, sekarang aku takut buat deket sama orang (even itu cuma nan). Aku takut nanti ada masalah terus saling ninggalin lagi, aku takut ngelukain diri sendiri lagi. Aku udah coba peduli sama nku yang lain, tapi ujung-ujungnya aku narik diri sendiri. I`m scared to be hurt, I`m scared of being left behind, anymore :( what should I do, Matthew?

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