hi hoser, its kinda weird to talk to you through secreto instead of line or ngobrol lgsg di kampus, but here i am wkwk. well im that person who have a lot friends, social erfly, but still dealing with loneliness. but like u, i hv no problem being alone. but these days kinda for me. uts udah selesai and yet i still cant breath. i lost my 6 year friends because of my mistakes, nobody can hear my voice, i lost my interest on study and ukm that i used to love, and i dont even recognize my home anymore. my problem is, gue gabisa cerita ke n² gue, gue gamau. once i tell them my story, they give me that look, dimana mereka anggap situasi gue remeh. gue tau, mereka lebih cape, lebih sulit situasinya dibanding gue, but i just want to be heard without being judged. jd yaa, selama ini gue biasanya act normal around them even when im sad, and let my feelings disappear itself. tapi sekarang agak berat ya, jadi pengen dikeluarin aja disini wkwkwk. besok kuliah jadi gue lagi manage my feelings rn. btw gue sering liat lu react orang² di secreto ini, dan gue gatau gue bakal jadi salah satu orang yang curhat disini. thanks ya, and if someday u know who i am, please act normal wkwkw. have a great night hoser.

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