matt, so sorry for dumping this in your sc, but i really need a place i can talk and i appreciate it if you read and give some feedbacks. regarding my attempt for the test again this year i`m rethinking about my choices ever since the start of the year. at one place i really /really/ want to be a doctor. i want to make people healthy and save them, if i could. well, people don`t really buy that, some of them thought that i`m a hypocrite by saying that as my reasong to choose med. i don`t mind the low pay or the harshness of it, but my situation as a person who gap year and have a little sibling, made me feel bad if i try for med again this year. so i tried to find some other majors that will give me, at the very least, a stable income. still, at the same i still want to be a doctor, but i don`t want to be a burden to everyone and i want my parents to retire early so they don`t need to work anymore... i guess some people just can`t achieve their dreams due to the environment huh? well that`s all.. anw i`d really appreciate it if you were to read this. i just really need some place to talk to. thank you, wishing you all the best in itb <3

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