i have no one to talk so pls let me vent in here. i was talking to my dad after i apologize bc i come home 30min late and didn`t want to go to holiday/funeral w/him. it was "talking" because he the one who talks, i didn`t. he said things like because i didn`t at home yesterday (i was having fun at my niece`s house) my bros and my dad have to do the chores, and he said it like "you no doing chores so i and the bois have to do it because you`re not do it, it is your responsible". but i have a class, i am college student. i have to study from morning to noon, then i doing my chores, then i cook for dinner. i do it repeatedly every single day except sunday, it`s only my day off. then i can`t enjoy a half a day on sunday at my niece`s home because i didn`t do my chores even it is my day off??? they`re just coming home from a holiday too?? i remember he said like he want me to do my life as a normal teenager that have fun and play, BUT I GOT NOTHING!! I GETTING SCAMMED!! I NEVER GO OUT WITH MY COLLEGE FRIENDS TO THE POINT WHERE I GET KICKED OUT FROM THEIR CIRCLE BECAUSE I NEVER GO OUT WITH THEM AND THEY`RE THINK I`M NOT FUN ANYMORE. i have to go home early to do chores and cook, AND I DON`T HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF BECAUSE THE ONLY THING MY DIVORCED PARENTS CARE IS MY BROTHERS. i know im in my 20, but i am their child too. i was a kid, I WAS 9 WHEN I SEE THEIR FIGHT AND SINCE THEN I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF MY BROS. they want ME to be a reliable big sis, but where can i rely to? i don`t have anyone. im sorry if i sharing too much, i just want to let go the bottled stress i had. i can vent with writing this to asean bro thing bcs nes is kinda similar to me, idk. thank you ❤️

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