curhatannya ketinggalan HAHAHA so, pls be my trash can just for once. i dont know where i can throw my thoughts away anymore :) you can ignore this, ofc. so, apparently this psychology test i took 3 years ago really affect me so much i didnt aware. ive been told that i have an ugly SQ score and im bad at socializing, and because of that, my major of choice - communication studies - might be not the right choice for me. i cried a lot that day. but i thought what was said that day wasnt true at all. them! i made it, im now in this major i want! but maybe, deep down i know and i accept and im scared, that its true. im bad at socializing. for the past 3 years, i think i kinda change. i dont like going out anymore, or meeting people. i ignore them a lot. i told myself its because of the changing - the pandemic. but today, maybe its because of the realization i got that day that, yes, im bad at socializing. and im scared.

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