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kak mau curhat, i think i am the villain in my parents divorce story. i think of me like that one villain that do a scene that makes a big fuss and me just stand behind the curn, listen and watch my house fall down silently. being innocent though i am the one who makes everything so tangled yet no one know i did it. even my mom (the antagonist) didn`t know that it was me who make some thing complicated. and my dad (the protagonist) didn`t know i sometimes didn`t so what he says because i think to save myself. everyone just known me as the "innocent deer" that got influenced by my dad, tho i know everything (first born privilege). so when i started to rebel to my mom, he says that my dad told me to say it to her. actually yes, but i said that it was me that think about the talk, not my dad. now that she`s think of me as a backstabber. my own mom think that i backstab her even though everything that happen (cheating, divorcing) is her fault. she cheat on my father, then accused him as the one who cheated. she talk like she`s the victim, and my dad is the evil one, makes that my aunts and grandma hated my dad. i just silently sit there, listen to everything, record it and just emailed it to my dad. she said that i embarrassed her in court because i didn`t tell her that my dad gave me monthly money, and told me to leach my dad even tho she`s working too. the problem is that`s my money, she didn`t have any right to order me to report when my dad send me money. she`s jealous of me because my dad bought me a luxury bag since she can`t get it because she`s not my dad wife anymore. she said "he just luring you to chose him" wtf why r you even jealous with your own daughter?. anyway i want to hang my self rn i have depression and i need abang`s chest as stress reliever.
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Oh my god im so sorry i just saw your message!! Do you feel at least a bit better now? I’m so sorry you are going through this, I can’t help you but I’m here if you wanna rant about anything! Don’t worry, I won’t post it. Thank you for telling me your story, it’s so ty that you have this burden on your shoulder. I know a good and affordable (online) therapist if you need, it’s always nice to talk to a professional especially when you’re dealing with depression! Let me know if i can help you ❤️ - sasa