Kep, LoL. So, ive had this one so called "close friend" (we`re same gender, btw) for about 7-8 years. Then i pulled her out and stopping contacted her, at all, around this time last year, cz back then i was really stressed up w everything (even until now). But actually i really missed her, and shes the only "real friend" that i have. So lately, i looked up into her social media and turns out she looks way better off without me. Well, i know what weve seen in social media is NOT everything, and maybe its just me that overthinking, but still... Gosh, i feel like im gonna mess up everything if i reach her rn. What would you think about this? I mean, i know what i did was wrong karena kami udah bukan di usia yang kayaknya "pantes" buat hal semacam "ini" and i know im such a drama. I know it. I just wanna know if its a right thing to do or not if i suddenly appear in front of her house and say hi. Cz just like what ive said, i trully missed her. Oh, fyi, shes ever tried to reach me when lebaran n my birthday last year, but i didnt response to it.