kak, have you ever feel that you want to release your negative energy but when you think again you didn`t want bring the negative energy to other people around you. so, the thing that you always do is trying to bring up positive energy until your head want to explode. it`s really happen to me until now, im feel so happy when bring the positive energy and give compliment people around me but sometimes it`s make me want to throw up and make my head hurts so much, i hurt mentally but it`s affect me psychically. i always said to myself to keep positive even though it`s to do, i think im always doing toxic positivity but idk how to end this toxic positivity. and in the end, i just keep the negative by myself and it`s hurts me so bad:``

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