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I had days where I thought about suicide, I thought every possible way I could do to ended my life. It was because back then, I just thought everything didn`t go as I planned & expected. I had family issue, many downs I had to go through, failed my family expectations, my parents is in debt (until now), and everything just ed up. It affected many aspect in my life, I didn`t want to go outside, had a chat with my friend (as of now, I keep a distance with many friends), and had every night overthinking about my life. When university season started, this overthinking & suicidal thoughts reducing because I`m busy. But u know what, the problem isn`t solved. I just dont think much about it. Sorry guys if I make y`all uncomfortable with this, I just want to share my story. Keep strong guys!
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Yes, almost all of us have similar problems. I also had one self harm thought. But I was too weak and too scared being hurt and feel pain physically. I guesa my mental is strongger then my physical body. thank god, i was created scare-dy person... I even too scared to hurt myself...

Aku gak bisa bantu banyak, cuman bisa bilang kamu udah hebat bisa bertahan sampai saat ini, gaapa menutup diri untuk sementara waktu kalau memang itu membuatmu nyaman , tetap semangat semoga semua cepat berlalu, u doin well for now!!!

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I feel you, karna aku juga pernah punya suicidal thoughts seperti kamu, aku juga pernah self-harm, yg paling berdampak ke aku sih dada aku.. Karna sering mukul2in dada karna rasanya sesak banget. Tapi aku nyesal, aku ga bisa lanjut bela diri lagi karna tiap latihan dada aku jadi sesak dan sakit. I lost the thing that I enjoy. Jadi, jangan self-harm ya :)

"failed your family expectations"? ed off that dude! you have your journey, just never give up and write your own story that they haven`t known

/peluk 🤗