i wont say envy though, jatuhnya kayak ... idolized ? like , "i want to be like her" tapi ngga iri dan lebih ke kagum. but yep sometimes i think "how can my edits can be as great as you, how can i be as creative as you, how can i be as nice as you." but i then i remembered just go by my pace which everyone have their own pace!

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