aku biasanya ngobrol sama temen2 kost ku, aku nginep kamar mereka biar ngga sendirian dan selalu ada distraksi. i surround myself with positivity, kayak liat2 quotes atau apa gitu. biasanya pas cerita ke temen aku sekalian nangis sih, biar lega. biasanya jg aku ngelakuin apapun yg aku sukaa, biar ga ngerasa worthless. semangat yaa km!!! theres more to life than just to live:)

Then what did you do?

of course, semua orang pasti pernah kan? i`ve felt like i didnt belong here and there so i just wanted to bury myself so the problems could be buried there too. i`ve been so lost, wishing all my problems would just go away with the tears. i`ve been so stressed to the point that i blame myself for everything i did. anyways, how are you feeling tho?

Hate yourself to the point where all you want is just disappear

i`ve been constantly feeling not good enough, and on my worst days, i did hate myself too. on my best days, i know my worth. we all sure have these phases in life right?