How do I let go of a relationship that I put so much into? I put so much in. My heart and soul and mind and so much time and money. I can`t let go. I don`t want to. I want it to go on forever. I can`t bear the thought of not having this anymore. I can`t bear the though of not having him by my side. I knew we would grow apart but not like this. I`m not ready to let go. I made him things and gave him things and spent so much time on him. So much emotional labour. Does he care? Our relationship is falling apart. I`ll never be his number one again. I`ll never be his best friend. It doesn`t matter what I do. We`ll never have what we had again. I`ll never have this again from him. How do I let go? How do I move on? I know I got something out of all the effort I put in (a best friend for all the time that he was mine) but it ended too soon. We fell apart too fast. I can`t bear the thought of not being his best friend. I can`t bear the thought of waking up and not texting him or not showing hi

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