every day, every day I always walk holding back my tears and pain, every day I try to accept the fact that I lost to their demands that I have to live without being given my own choice for my life, I`m tired every day afraid to think about the future, I tired everyday fighting all the things i hate for their sake, i`m tired n, my body is not that strong. i`m just a girl who wants to live her life according to her own will, is that ? yes of course, it`s for me and impossible for me. Every day is always trapped from pain that even I myself can never explain how painful it is every day, how it feels to be tortured with envy seeing other people can freely make their life choices, while I, here, am forever trapped by all their rules

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